I am still here. And every once and a while I explore outer blogness. But lately, I have had a lot of stuff going on. School, work, family and a plethora of other obligations have taken up a lot of my time.
Currently, I get letters every week from my sister-in-law on her mission. It's almost like a weekly reminder of what was once me. But now it just all seems so foreign.
I've become very cynical of all religion in general. Which is sad, because I don't like to be considered a cynical person.
I am at a point where it just seems so absurd to me. I recently acquired a Urantia book just for kicks, and had a friend do a tarot reading for me. This kind of stuff would have freaked out my former self, but now, I seem to look into mysticism and religions because it has become sort of a game. It is kind of like a hobby to me now.
I was also looking to participate in a Holi celebration, but I wasn't able to find a hindu temple around here quite like the one in Spanish Fork, Utah where outsiders are a big part... Maybe I just didn't look hard enough.
Not much else. Just making it through, one day at a time.